We couldn't do crowds.

The best way to describe living with someone with PTSD?

Let's see,

difficult.

Definitely difficult.

You had to change a lot of your routine.

We always did fireworks, like I said, fireworks were a big one.

We'd always done fireworks.

That was one of the dates he used to take me on,

is we'd go and see the big firework shows,

and we couldn't do that anymore.

We couldn't do crowds, crowds were just too hard.

It was difficult.

But we made do, we survived, so.