Transcript
Struggling
to confront that you've done
something
that's wrong
is really tough to do.
You, for me,
I know that
I tried to rationalize
my actions in different ways
to kind of make it
a little bit more manageable
for me to deal with.
So what I did wasn't as bad
because
what choice did I have.
But ultimately, I've come to
have to confront the reality
that it was actually
more impactful on me
than I wanted to believe
at first.
First of all,
because I was avoiding it.
And then when I couldn't
avoid it any more,
because it kept coming up
and coming up and coming up,
and I had to deal with it.
It was actually quite a bit of
relief to understand that.
Yeah,
I had a part to play in that.
I didn't play it
the way I would have liked, but
as a kid,
what can you do
when you don't know any better?
And how can you know better
when you never even knew
the question existed?