No one wanted to get to know me or talk to me.

I came home to hopefully a very different situation

than most people are coming home to now.

And that when I returned to my job no one wanted to have lunch

in my vicinity, no one wanted to get to know me or talk to me.

And the isolation, the loneliness was so severe

that it clouded my judgment.

I got involved with a woman and got married

to someone whom I would hope I wouldn't have done

if I had had a clear head and hadn't been

so emotionally shutdown and unable to really interact

at an emotional level and realize that this was a person

who probably shouldn't have been married to anyone

but it was certainly a person I shouldn't have been married to.