[My wife] threatened to leave me.

What pushed me is my love for my wife.

She threatened to leave me.

She was in tears and threatening to leave me.

I think probably in her mind she had her bags already packed

and ready to go back to her family.

And I know she was serious.

And I had to think about myself, I had to make a choice,

and I had to man up.

What am I going to do?

Am I going to sit here and wallow in my own self-pity?

Or am I going to try to get my life back together again

somehow, some way, find something

that was going to help me?

And so I said, "Yes, I'll go

to treatment, I'll take that step.

I don't know what it's going to be, I have no idea,

but I'll take that step."