My motivation changed

There was a lot
of things.

My motivation changed.

My,

I guess I thought
less of myself,

being a soldier at that
point in time

didn't really matter
to me anymore.

I didn't

want to trust any
authoritative figure

at that point.

So yeah, there was a lot
of things that changed

that made me realize that
I needed to go,

go find out what
was going on.