I've gotten underneath something that was standing in the way.

I feel better.

I feel more peaceful.

I feel less pressed by circumstances.

I was never really in touch with how afraid I was

until I hit my head, and then I felt consumed by fear.

And now, I don't feel afraid anymore.

And I feel more peaceful than I did

before I was in touch with my fear,

so I really feel like I've gotten underneath something that was

standing in the way of the peace I always wanted to have.