It's like a work in progress.

Things have gotten a lot better but I also think

that things should get better and things should be better.

So I don't feel that because whatever,

however bad my situation was,

even though it's a little bit better now,

I don't feel my treatment is done.

So probably I'm not too ecstatic because I feel

that I'm not exactly where I need to be

as a person, how I handle things.

It's like a work in progress so I can't be too ecstatic

about something that I haven't quite accomplished yet.