It was kind of the kind of straw that broke the camel's back.

I'll be honest with you.

I've had a lot of traumatic
experiences in my life

and a lot of 'em affected
me in different ways

but I think when the
MST happened, you know,

and that night occurred,
it was just kind of like

the straw that broke the camel's back.

And it really sent me off
to feeling the way I felt

and being the way I was
and doing the things I did.

I don't think if I would have
experienced that episode,

that maybe I could have healed

from the other stuff earlier in my life,

but that just did not allow me to heal

from that point on at all.