It feels beautiful.

It feels beautiful.

It feels, I can't, I don't think there's no words to tell you

that how beautiful my life has become.

It doesn't mean that all the problems

in my life has gone away.

But I have a better grip

on how to handle things in my life now.

I don't expect everything to go peachy keen because life has

its ups and downs, but the one of the most beautiful thing is

I don't know if I could get angry anymore, I really don't.

Sometimes when things around me

and people on my job now says, "Do you ever get mad?"

So just to hear, you know, the other day at work one of the

ladies says to me, she said, "I thought you was running for

an office or politician, you're always walking around greeting

people, and people are always walking up to you smiling."

And that's something new to me, very new.

But it's all because of the PTSD treatment I went through

through the VA hospital.