I would drink until I passed out.

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I would drink
until I passed out.

And I really didn't
care when, or where,

or how I passed out.

So, I remember just
always wanting to be numb,

to not wanna feel anything

but just to like, barely exist,

and one of my friends
named Jose asked me,

because I was always like
ready, on the verge to pass out,

or I did pass out, many times.

And one of my friends,
Jose, asked me,

"Why are you trying
to kill yourself?"

And I was like, "I'm not
trying to kill myself,

"I'm just like drinking."

And once I was
diagnosed I was like,

"Wow, I really was trying to
kill myself with the drinking."