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I wasn't sleeping.
I was taking Ambien to sleep and I was waking up hungover
but without the previous night of partying.
I was very hypervigilant when I would sleep.
I'd hear everything.
I'd smell everything.
I can always think that there was something there
when there wasn't.
My insecurities would take control instead
of my rationality.
Locked the doors.
Make sure the gun was loaded underneath my nightstand.
Baseball bat next to the side of the house.
Kid was tucked in.
Blinds were closed.
Normal things that the rest of the Vets go through.
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