[I was] just crying all the time.

It wasn't till many years later that

I had a nervous breakdown

actually thought I saw the
person at my mother's funeral

that attacked me

sitting in the back row,
looked identical to the person.

And I just lost it.

I'll never forget that and...

just crying all the time,

having a difficult time at work.

I was working for a
university in North Carolina

and I actually

after nine years lost my job

because of my mental health diagnosis

and the difficult time I
was having working there.

But with the help of some doctors,

after that, you know,

I started my road to recovery.