I thought I was a defective human being.

Prior to my diagnosis I thought I was a defective

human being.

I thought that I had some moral deficiency

and I was just born you know to suffer the lot

that I was given.

So when I was diagnosed with PTSD it was really a relief.

It was like wow, yeah.

I don't have like a deficiency,

I'm not a deficient human being.

But it's actually a reason you know for my behaviors.