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I think what kept me from asking for help
is thinking I could handle it on my own,
and that I wasn't really sure what was going on.
I think it takes some perspective
to realize how bad things are getting
and how closed in your world is getting.
And it's a slow progression.
So it's like anything else.
You don't really see it while it's happening,
but then all of a sudden you realize,
"Oh, wait a minute. You know, I'm no longer going to
the grocery store.
I can't wrap my head around recipes.
I don't know how to interact with people.
I'm not going out with friends."
My world has just gotten really slow,
or really small, and it even got to the point
where transitioning from one point to another point
was really difficult, so getting out of the house
in the morning and getting to work
was a really difficult transition.