I started screaming at my child and just felt like I was going nuts.

I didn't have substance abuse issues

until I got out of the military.

So...

and things kinda slowed down and, you know,

'cause civilian life is like so much slower,

it's like driving at 60 and then hitting the brakes.

So when I got out and

all of these things started coming back

and I started screaming at my child

and just felt like I was going nuts

and I didn't know what was going on.

And it was insane.