[I learned] that my drug use was to forget...I didn't know that before.

I learned that when I went to rehab

and did the cognitive processing

that

my drug use was to forget that.

And I didn't know that before,

you know, I thought it was for fun

and I was gonna have a good time.

And, but that's not true.

And I

didn't think

that I was addicted to substances.

So there's no way,

I'm not,

it's not me.

And so,

but when I started this processing

it made more sense to me.

It made sense

that there's a reason why we do this.

Not just addiction.

As in that's the first time anybody

ever said that to me.

There's a reason.

You're just not an addict.

That's it Boom.