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I left active duty
December 3rd, 2011.
My daughter was born
December 6th.
Her mom and I were together
for two months
when I got home,and I just
I didn't want to be there
because I wanted to be able
to go out and drink, and
I had to be a father
and that.
So when we broke up,
any time I made my schedule,
I knew when
I was having my daughter,
I knew when I had
to be at school,
I knew when I had to be at work,
and then the rest,
I could always plan
my drinking after I had that,
you know,
after I had my daughter.
And when I knew
when I was
going to have her, I could plan
drinking around those times.
Like, that's how my schedule,
that's how my mentality was that
alcohol was very high
on my priority list. You know,
when I didn't have my daughter,
I was drinking like that was-
That wasn't even a question.
That was just-
That was just a known fact.
That's what was going to happen.