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I knew that I didn't feel well in Afghanistan. I knew that I was struggling.

Dr. Irene Zoesch (US Army, 2014-2018) describes how she began to recognize that she had moral injury.

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It's hard for me to say
how it affected me

with the immediacy
of being in Afghanistan.

I knew that I didn't feel well
in Afghanistan.

I knew that I was struggling,

especially the last three months
of my tour, because I just

had that knowledge background
that something wasn't right.

But once I returned

to the United States and was
seeking more intensive help

for where I was at coming back
from being deployed,

I was able to identify
that that disconnect between

having been over there,
seeing and witnessing

people that were injured,

knowing that I couldn't
assist them.

Was a disconnect
between my internal core values

and the expectations
placed on me within service.

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