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Looking back at it,
I just wish I got help sooner
because it really
messed me up, you know,
showing up late to work
smelling like alcohol.
I mean, I had my junior Marines
taking care of me at work
because of how bad I was
showing up,
you know, in the condition
that I was showing up and,
you know,
it's just not the image
that I wanted for myself
because I knew
I was better than that.
But, you know, I just,
I couldn't
I couldn't manage
showing up to work
and be a marine
with the traumas.
You know, I had to give
it a break somewhere.
I had to release
some weight off
my backpack of emotions
that I was carrying, you know,
And the way I did that
was drinking.
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