Transcript
When I was over there in Iraq.
And I'm going through
different patrols
and I'm going through different
missions,
and I had to hurt someone.
But once I got back to our FOB
and I got back to my room
and I'm laying there in my bed
inside of my head,
psychologically
that is playing through my head.
And I'm just saying to myself,
I just killed someone.
I just hurt someone
and in a normal situation,
a scenario,
I probably would be in jail.
I probably...am I going to go
to hell for this?
Am I going to be
am I going to feel a way
where I'm going to be punished
for what I just did?
And when there's
no answer to things like that,
it really,
really hurts mentally.
It hurts you physically
hurts you emotionally
to the point
where you don't
even understand
where the answers
are going to come from.
When you're going through
some of these feelings
that you're replaying over
and over and over inside
of your head.