I just didn't feel that I wanted to even have sex at all.

After the MST incident happened,

I just wasn't, at first...

I didn't feel like,

I mean, I just wasn't a sexual person.

You know, I just didn't feel,

I just didn't feel that I
wanted to even have sex at all.

It didn't even cross my mind.

And I don't think I really
put the two together

until years later when, you know,

going through therapy and all that,

I just didn't.

And then after that period went through

and I got a little older, you know,

then I would be promiscuous,

and then I would go through
phases of not having sex.

It was just like a roller coaster.