I just became someone just that lived within himself, didn't associate with very many people at all.

So after the incident,

I really felt badly about myself.

I had a very low self-esteem.

I just became someone...just

to live within himself.

Didn't associate with
very many people at all.

You know, I mean, I had to work

but I guess I always found jobs that

I was able to spend time just with myself.

Although, you know, when I look back

I've had probably about
17 jobs since 1986.

I did go through a lot of jobs.

You know, when I look
back and I think about

how difficult I must have
been for other people,

just because, you know,

I just did a really bad job
communicating with them,

always feeling badly about myself,

not trusting other people,

staying away from people.

So it was very difficult back then.

And...

I just owe so much to my therapist

for not having to live like that anymore.