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I had so much hate in my heart from what happened to me in Iraq.

Learn more about PTSD from David Kendrick and other Veterans who’ve been there: http://www.ptsd.va.gov/AboutFace

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So I had so much hate in
my heart from what happened

to me in Iraq, and here
I am back in Rochester,

23 years old, living
with my parents again.

I hated everything and I hated everyone.

And with me being unstable,
me not knowing the extent

of my injuries, and me not
knowing what was my life gonna be

like at 23 years old now as a civilian,

I wasn't, I wasn't even safe to be around

because I was suicidal in anything

that resembled the environment

that I was at in Iraq,

it kind of took me right
back to that moment.

And I was afraid of
myself for a little while,

and that was someplace

that I knew I couldn't develop
relationships with people,

especially my little sisters.

I couldn't be around them

because I didn't want them
to see that side of me.

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