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I had to attend a function for the church and it wasn't
like me just not to go.
And I didn't go.
And another function came up and I just didn't go.
And I would allow people to use, "Well, she's back.
She's overwhelmed.
Give her some time," and I used that.
I used that and withdrew more.
Then I started feeling that everyone was leaving me alone
so much, it will be better if I just wasn't here
because nobody cared anymore.
But I had pushed people away too long.
And that changed, that I wanted to be with my family.
I wanted to see my family grow.
I wanted to be there for my sons, to marry too,
and I had really gotten deep whereas
for a while I couldn't see that but my family is what pulled me
to go seek, to make that drive that day,
that drive that could have been in another direction.
That was a strong day.
I wrestled in my mind real strong that day
and I'm grateful, I'm grateful for the turn of that vehicle.
I am.