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My dad was very, he had this very macho attitude.
He's tough, nothing can break him, nothing can hurt him,
and I kind of admired that.
And so growing up, I always, I wanted to be the best,
I wanted to be the toughest, I chose a job in the military
where it put me right in the line of fire.
And when it came time to, when my wife would tell me
that I would benefit from therapy, I took it as if,
I took it as if she was calling me that I wasn't,
that I wasn't right in the head
and that I needed somebody else to fix me
and that I felt, like, helpless,
and I felt like, like I was weak-minded.
And I wasn't, at all.
I was the opposite of weak-minded,
and so I took it to offense in a sense that, you know,
I'm a tough guy, and I don't need you to tell me to go there,
and I don't need somebody telling me anything,
I can kind of fix myself.
Or not even necessarily fix myself,
but that there's nothing wrong with me.