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I felt like alcohol
cheapened my relationships
with potential partners.
It did not help my relationship
with my family.
I didn't tell them.
I didn't talk about it
with anybody.
I wasn't proud of
my alcohol consumption.
I recall recognizing
that it was a lot
and that I didn't
want to get in trouble also,
because in the beginning
I was under 21. I honestly
do not remember how I got
it, but I got it all the time.
And my relationships
in the early stages
of my career,
they were cheap.
They were shallow
relationships. I,
I don't recall connecting
deeply with anybody.
And with, we’re all,
being so young,
it wasn't the
time or place to
have committed
long term relationships.
I don't think
I respected myself enough
to even pursue that.
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