I didn't want my experiences to hurt or affect my family.

I didn't want my experiences to hurt or affect my family

and a lot of those didn't want them to know about.

It was almost a promise I made to myself leaving, you know.

This is a horrible experience that I'm going to leave

over here and I'm not going to take it back with me.

And it's not a promise you can keep.

[laughs] It's not a promise that you can keep.