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No relationships.
I'm on my third marriage.
Most of that is because I just didn't let anybody close to me.
And so after I got out of the Navy
and got divorced the first time, then I spent most of the rest
of my career of working at two months here
and three months there as a construction worker.
That was easy.
It was, you work 12,14 hours a day, six, seven days a week,
didn't have time to think about anything.
And when you're off, you're in a bar, you know.
Lot of drinking, lot of drugs, you know,
you just kind of like stayed numb.
And I did that for many years,
so that's why I lost my second marriage.
And the wife I have now, we've been together for 25 years.
And about five years ago after I got into treatment,
she says, "You know what?
I put up with you, now I like you."
I didn't realize I changed, but other people
around you see the change.