I didn't know that I had PTSD, I just had all of these things going on.

I didn't know that I had PTSD.

I just had all of these things going on,

behaviors that I felt were abnormal,

and kind of baffling.

I didn't really know

why I did some of the things that I did

prior to my diagnosis of PTSD.

And once I was diagnosed,
it really came together,

and I was able to say wow,
that's why I did that.

That's why I did it.