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The irritability of just interacting with other people,
I stopped going out with friends, and trying to stay home
or stay in the barracks away from people.
If someone gave me a dirty look, I would be ready to
rock-and-roll and fist-fight, whatever the case was.
Thank God I never acted on it, but I was always
ready for a fight.
It was never being calm, or cool, or collected.
It was always, "Let's go," and, "Get the hell away from me."
"You looked at me funny, I'm going to rip your throat out."
And I became just this incredibly prickly, insane,
hostile person where everything pissed me off, everything.
I did not like being around people, didn't like seeing people,
just the whole thing you could say about me was that
it was, "Leave me the f--- alone
because I don't want to know you, I don't want to see you.
You're in my way," and it really affected how I saw
other people and how I saw, even, myself because
that was not how I was beforehand at all.