Having PTSD was one nightmare that I don't want to live with again.

How does it feel to have PTSD?

Wondering if everything is worth it.

Wondering that,

if you're gonna be able to

make the most out of your life without

having the PTSD interfere.

I mean that's one of the main reasons to go for therapy

is so you can cope, and you can survive,

and live with PTSD.

But as far as concerned with me,

having PTSD was one nightmare that

I don't want to live with again.

I know I'll always have it,

but at least now

I have the means, and the knowledge,

and the desire, to control it and live with it,

and make sure that it doesn't come to a point

where it's gonna harm me again.