Everything just fell apart. I wished I had known what it was.

My symptoms didn't come right out.

They weren't immediate.

It took time.

I left the Marine Corps New Year's Eve of '04.

I was married in June of '04 to my second wife

and it just fell apart.

By 2008, it just fell apart.

Everything just fell apart.

I wished I had known what it was.

I wish I knew what it was.

I have no regrets about my life.

Don't get me wrong, you know.

My fiancee is an incredible woman

but I probably could have been spared a lot of pain

and discomfort and other trials

if I'd have known what was going on.