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I think the biggest thing is being at home by myself.
Like I would, just every time I was by myself,
I would get sick, like physically sick, and scared.
I wouldn't take showers if I was home by myself because
the whole time I was there, I wouldn't close my eyes.
I would think, like, "Oh my gosh, there's somebody,
they're gonna come in my bathroom and they're gonna get me."
And so it was like when everyday things, it's like I can't do
what normal, like, activities, and it's frustrating for me
because I didn't really understand it, I didn't understand
how it all related together.
And I knew I don't want to be held back in my life,
so I definitely, I just wanted to get help, I wanted to change.
I wanted to be able to be free from it and be able
to do things that everyone else around me was doing.