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I would wake, whether it would be, my wife would reach over
and go to grab my arm or something,
I would often just kind of jump and almost swat
in a way to push her away.
I had done it with, I have a young little girl at home.
She would jump into our bed while I was asleep and in kind
of similar manner just kind of jumped and kind of pushed away.
That was one of the things that lead to definitely deciding
that something wasn't quite right.
Sometimes it seems like being distant
and not getting too close sometimes is easier in a way
as far as to the feeling of loss if something happens.
But that is definitely not a feeling I want when it comes
to my wife and my children.
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